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[Nov. 1st, 2005|12:41 pm] |
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matt is humping my back thats all |
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[Oct. 2nd, 2005|02:04 am] |
i wish i didnt like you i wish it wasnt like this,FUCK... im to ignorant you could never like someone like me
so im lonely sad and i dont have anyone to talk to so i just type my dumb ass thoughts into the keyboard thinking that someone will care enough to read it but it wont happen |
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[Sep. 20th, 2005|02:11 pm] |
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blah im bored...I need to get a fucking job i cnat keep sitting on my ass all day.. i dont know if i like it at my new house or not i like the peoplei live with better but i cant stand the distance that is between me and my best friends i miss kory alot we used to be best friends now i dont even know if he likes me this is so gay... im going to portland this weekend that should be alot of fun ill get to ride down with andy and talk to him about stuff we havent been alone in a long time |
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| fiosdahfoa |
[Sep. 13th, 2005|11:18 am] |
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um im at korys and i miss hanging out with everyone im liveing up in snohomish so if anyone wants to come visit me please do so im out of the loop on eveyrthig how is everyone what is everyone doing like where are you going to school and stuff like that please reply i really want to hear |
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| um |
[Sep. 6th, 2005|01:47 pm] |
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i hate my life its gone to shit all because of mike flathers fuck him and the horse he ran me over with |
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[Aug. 30th, 2005|01:20 pm] |
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well my band is no more... its for the best i guess i just am pissed because i put 4 years of my life into that band and i wish it had ended on better terms... im liveing with one of my best friends in the world Andy and its amazing i have been going thru a lot of crap but some people have it worse then i do so im done complaining There's plenty of time left tonight
I promised I'd have you home before daylight
We do the best we can in a small town
Act like big city kids when the sun goes down
If it's not too late for coffee
I'll be at your place in ten
We'll hit that all night diner
And then we'll see
There's so many things I have to say
I'll stay up all night to hear about your day
We do the best we can in a small town
Act like kids in love when the sun goes down
If it's not too late for coffee
I'll be at your place in ten
We'll hit that all night diner
And then we'll see
There's a love that transcends
All that we've known of ourselves
And I'll wait for it to come
I'll wait for it to come
Well it's got to be strong to touch my heart
Through its shell
And I'll wait for it to come
I'll wait for it to come
If it's not too late for coffee
I'll be at your place in ten
We'll hit that all night diner
And then we'll see
There's a love that transcends
All that we've known of ourselves
And I'll wait for it to come
I'll wait for it to come
Well it's got to be strong to touch my heart
Through its shell
And I'll wait for it to come
I'll wait for it to come down
i want something more then what i have someone more then is here |
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[Dec. 7th, 2004|11:58 am] |
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so yeah the last week i have been doing alot of thinking but it doesnt seem to be geting me anywhere theres alot of stuff i wish i hadnt done but i cant take it back i dont know what else to do but sit around and do nothing. the last wek our worlds have been fliped around but it doesnt make sense.... |
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[Dec. 3rd, 2004|11:48 am] |
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Im sorry for all the shit i feel all the things that i do im sorry for feeling like it could be i cant help the way i feel though i cant change who i am and i am sorry for that too i wish i could stop likeing you i wish i wasnt me so that you might like me back I wish i could figure out who the fuck i am and stop trying to replace the hurt with empty lust |
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[Nov. 23rd, 2004|01:01 pm] |
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so yea tonight we are haveing youth group instead of tommorrow and last night i hung out with kory kale and dex we went to tj max then to value village i got a couple shirts at value village and a pair of GIRL pants at tj i look hot but i dont want to get made fun of so i dont know if i am going to ever wear then to school... everything else is going good cept i dont think im ever gonna not be alone in this stupid world |
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[Nov. 12th, 2004|11:46 am] |
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so its been a long time since i have updated... nothing new has happened except i got kick out of remnant soldier then kinda got back in unofficially but anyways it was kinda messed up. It was my fault though so i have nothing to complain about but we are doing better as a whole now and i cant wait for what is instore for us. I am still stag and i dont think any girl will ever give me the time of day but i have to go now its time for class |
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[Apr. 15th, 2004|10:58 pm] |
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Wondering what would have been if i had kept my mouth shut.
Hopeing that the feelings i held on to would be given in return. Knowing that it wasn't possible. Its so unclear how can we just be friends??the pain goes deep, how can I just drop what I felt? while even when your not around ur allways on my mind and i knew that this could tear us apart.And now I sit here broken hearted after you said those 4 words "lets just be friends" they peirce my skin and go straight to my heart leaving it in a blender of emotions with it set on high. It should have been clear to me that no one will ever "see me like that." I take the blame for being childish and think that this time it might be different. so i scream sayonara sweet lady I am leaving this world to be in a better place |
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[Apr. 8th, 2004|12:28 am] |
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| | coheed and cambria -backend of forever | ] |
what the hell why do girls allways seem to hurt me like no other how can girls expect everything to go back to the way it was when they have just riped out your heart? " we are better off as friends" my ass theres no way i can look at you with out think what could have been theres no way i can talk to u with out wondering what would have happend if i had kept my mouth shut or if u had just said yes... it saddens me to see you look at him the way i allways wanted you to look at me am i not pretty enough for you is it all about looks??? is it all about personality? Am i too ugly for you what is it |
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[Mar. 9th, 2004|11:03 pm] |
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so its been like a month since ive updated this thing not much has happened i got my license and im really into Coheed and cambria now i dont know why but i think their good.... Lobe asked me to join his emo band and i was like why not we are gonna be kinda screamo and he wants me to be the screaming person thats gonna be awesome hopefully but i think i should loose some weight before we have any shows but i dont know what do u guys think let me know ok its time for bed |
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[Feb. 19th, 2004|11:14 pm] |
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So, I just have one thing to say and that is that God is awesome........ and thats about it. o and girls still piss me off |
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[Feb. 15th, 2004|09:18 pm] |
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so this weekend i did a lot of stuff i played bass at eastside foursquare for thier saturday night service and then thier sunday morning service then had band practice for like 3 and a half hours and then realized that David brown cant play with us im so sad right now everyone is being stupid and i just want to go away for like three days and sleep or something. I hate it when i think i have a chance with a girl then she just ignores me like I am not even there it really pissses me off and i dont like it so dont piss me off or i will beat u up |
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[Feb. 13th, 2004|12:48 pm] |
Hold my hand, until sundown
Clench so tight, on deck thereof
So will you run? Or will you hide?
We’ll coil ourselves, up for now
But time deserts us, we must withdraw
So will you run? Or will you hide?
Farewell, till our next engagement
Appoint my words, opt to nothing
Goodbye, I’ll see you in your brilliance
Arrange my thoughts, pure and simple
This is a song by mike and i like it so i put it up tell me what u think of it |
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| lobe |
[Feb. 9th, 2004|10:51 am] |
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On saturday i went to the number one gun show with mike and when number one gun went the first thing I noticed was that they had a new second guitar player!! and he looked so much like lobe its not even funny i went and gave him hug after the show and i was like u look like my number one buddy anyways it was an awesome show. I danced with all my friends and got elbowed by this crazy girl that had anger issues. |
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| taco bell |
[Feb. 8th, 2004|10:27 pm] |
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I want to say a few things about my favorite place on earth. Taco bell is so awesome. If I could i would eat there everyday! and thats about all i have to say about that. Also it is only about an hour and a half till my birthday! so if u want to get me something get me a giftcertificate to taco bell because i love it there. |
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[Feb. 5th, 2004|09:06 am] |
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its been a while since i have posted i think its because my internet went away for a while so im doing this at my school. Today is thursday and I dont know what to talk about so i am leaveing the one thingi have to say is dont eat taco bell late at night cuz it keeps u up all night....... |
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[Jan. 31st, 2004|11:21 pm] |
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so isnt it werid that girls expect you to know what they are talking about when they say like half a sentence and then just stop i really dont under stand it. I think its kinda of retarded. ok so lobe thinks im a hot guy and i think that he is so way much moreer hoter then i ok |
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